Chapter 168: Zerg Heartfelt Thoughts Extra (Complete)

◎【Send that scum male who drugged you to heaven.】◎

Mu Si received a message from the Marshal in the middle of the night.

His female father first inquired about his assessment experience and physical condition, then circled around to X, asking if he knew how Lieutenant General X’s physical condition was.

If Mu Si hadn’t already known X was pregnant with an egg, he might not have grasped his female father’s meaning.

Mu Si glanced at X beside him, who had just had his reproductive cavity filled and hadn’t yet recovered from the pheromone impact, feeling somewhat guilty.

He quickly typed a reply.

“He’s fine.”

“The egg is also fine.”

Seeing that he knew about Lieutenant General X’s pregnancy, Marshal Shian on the other end also breathed a sigh of relief.

Finally no need to struggle between “moral condemnation for invading Lieutenant General X’s personal privacy” and “this is his cub’s cub, the Prince has the right to know.”

Shian reminded: “Pregnant females need the male’s pheromones.”

Speaking of this, Mu Si felt no guilt.

X was fed full by him.

Just perhaps overly stuffed.

Mu Si touched X’s slightly undulating belly, massaging it to help him absorb.

While inputting a reply with his mental power.

“Don’t worry, female father. I’ll take good care of him and the egg.”

Hearing the Prince’s tone, it seemed his relationship with Lieutenant General X had eased and become more intimate. This was a good development.

So Shian asked again: “Planning to get married?”

Not getting married was ultimately worrying.

The egg would be born in six months and hatch in another four months after that.

The Prince’s offspring couldn’t be illegitimate, could they?

If this matter was exploited by opportunistic zergs, it would become a royal scandal.

Seeing the message on the virtual screen, Mu Si was momentarily speechless.

【Marriage isn’t something I can just decide…】

【If he’s unwilling, what can I do?】

【Can’t force a match, right?】

Mu Si thought internally while quietly lifting his eyes to glance at X, just meeting X’s awakening emerald eyes.

“…Are you feeling better?”

Mu Si closed the terminal and continued rubbing X’s belly, pretending nothing happened.

X’s reaction was still somewhat sluggish. His eyes only blinked after a long moment—this was the normal state of a female fully nourished by pheromones.

X covered the Prince’s hand massaging his abdomen. Though his thoughts operated slowly, he heard the Prince’s inner voice very clearly.

“Your Highness, do you want to marry me?”

Mu Si had always been shy about expressing his feelings. When such words were asked to his face, his instinct was to refute.

But meeting X’s calm emerald eyes, smelling his own pheromones on X, he couldn’t speak words of refutation. He only nodded sullenly.

Mu Si buried his face in X’s embrace, half hiding, half complaining and acting cute.

“But you won’t be my female lord…”

【I’m very sad.】

X was slightly stunned.

He’d never thought the Prince wanted to marry him. He always thought…

“I thought you loathed me and didn’t want to marry me.”

“How could I not want to marry you?” Mu Si hurriedly raised his head, urgently saying: “And when did I ever loathe you?”

After speaking, he remembered his previous attitude toward X and immediately lost confidence.

【But that was because…】

Because he thought X had abandoned him, thought X didn’t love him, used him, then discarded him after using him…

X already knew about the misunderstandings and crossed wires between him and the Prince.

Without the Prince saying it, he understood everything.

Under the premise that the Prince thought he’d abandoned him, it was normal for the Prince to loathe and hate him however much.

The Prince even only hated him on a personal emotional level but had never truly done anything to him.

With the Prince’s power and influence, if he wanted to suppress him, he would never get ahead in life. Much less reach lieutenant general in the military controlled by the Prince’s female father.

The Prince was kind-natured by nature.

As for the drugging incident… under X’s 800-meter-thick filter toward little male, he didn’t think it was anything excessively outrageous.

He even spontaneously made excuses for the Prince, thinking the Prince was about to undergo physiological awakening and needed a guide.

With his super S-rank level, he was very suitable to be the Prince’s guide.

And because of past “grudges” with him, the Prince couldn’t bring himself to ask him directly and had no choice but to use drugging as a method.

The Prince was essentially a good cub.

That matter couldn’t be blamed on the Prince.

He hadn’t recognized the Prince earlier, hadn’t explained everything from the past to the Prince clearly, hadn’t soothed the Prince’s wounded heart.

Didn’t he also have fault?

“I understand.”

X gently embraced the Prince, saying softly:

“Your Highness hating and resenting me is deserved. I didn’t do well enough. I couldn’t always protect you by your side.”

Mu Si: “…”

Something felt off.

Thinking carefully, X hadn’t done anything wrong at all.

He went to find mental source crystals for him and never abandoned him.

Their separation wasn’t caused by X. Rather, it was he who kept avoiding X.

Although he’d firmly believed before that X not recognizing him was X’s problem.

Now truly hearing X take all the blame onto himself, Mu Si felt uncomfortable instead.

“I don’t hate you.”

【Perhaps at the very beginning I did hate, but hate stems from love.】

“I just hope…”

【Hope you love me.】

Mu Si could never fully reveal his feelings.

The more genuine and fervent the emotions, the more he wanted to conceal them.

As if speaking them out would lead to utter defeat. Everything he possessed would completely disappear.

But X could hear it, could understand the Prince’s request.

Even if he couldn’t hear the inner voice, the Prince’s blazing gaze looking at him was enough for him to understand everything.

“I love you very much, Sisi.”

X embraced him, sincerely and cherishing as he kissed his brow.

“You are my everything, my all. I love you very, very much.”

The love the Prince wanted had always been there.

His Highness, his little male, the entire world he treasured.

Mu Si’s eyes suddenly reddened.

He’d waited so long, struggled in pain and despair for so long—actually just wanting X’s love.

“Then you’re never allowed to leave me again.”

Mu Si buried himself in X’s shoulder, as if returning to those years, the well-cared-for little male righteously demanding promises from his female.

【If you leave again, I’ll go crazy.】

【Go crazy and bite you to death.】

【Lock you in an underground room and fuck you every day. Make you pregnant with eggs, belly big, irrigated into a dumb female controlled by pheromones, only knowing how to open yourself to receive me, never able to leave me again.】

X: “…”

Although if the Prince truly treated him that way, he wouldn’t be angry, but… it always felt somehow inappropriate.

If things truly developed that way, the one suffering would actually be the Prince, right?

“Mm, never leaving again.”

X gently stroked Mu Si’s back, promising in a low voice, his eyes full of heartache.

Mu Si was willing to believe the promise X gave.

But their past separation still made him uneasy.

Still not enough.

Still missing something.

He needed something that could thoroughly bind X to his side.

Offspring?

Perhaps.

But offspring could only bind X for a period of time, not keep X by his side forever.

He needed a more lasting and effective binding.

【I want, I want…】

Mu Si gazed at X’s eyes. What he wanted was already very obvious.

【Something that can keep X by my side forever…】

【The constraints of marriage and law.】

【Will X agree?】

Mu Si hesitated internally, actually feeling somewhat timid.

“Will you marry me?”

X asked.

【What?!】

Mu Si’s eyes widened in shock.

【Did I hear wrong?】

【Heavens…】

【Am I dreaming?】

For him to proactively make the request was actually very difficult for X, hard to speak.

But if the Prince wanted it but couldn’t express it, he had to speak up.

X’s gaze was resolute, as if bearing some mission the Prince expected.

“I want to marry you. Whether as female attendant or female slave, as long as I can stay by your side.”

【Ahhhhh—】

【Oh my god, X proposed to me?!】

【But why not as female lord?】

Hearing the Prince mention “proposal,” X immediately felt ashamed.

What kind of proposal was this?

Nothing prepared, lying in bed, completely naked, wearing nothing.

His body still full of the male’s pheromones.

Looking just like a delusional promiscuous female, clinging to a noble high-ranking male, shamelessly begging for a title.

Such a proposal, posted on StarNet, would be cursed to death.

Yet the Prince looked very happy.

Eyes full of bright light.

The Prince even hoped he’d be his… female lord.

X felt increasingly ashamed.

How could he let the Prince face such a crude, empty proposal?

He wanted to tell the Prince this didn’t count as a proposal.

Wait until he prepared everything, then propose again properly, giving the Prince a grand proposal ceremony worthy of his status.

But meeting the Prince’s eyes full of excitement and joy, he couldn’t say any disappointing words at this moment.

He could only pull the Prince’s hand to his heart, handing all of himself over to the Prince’s control.

“If you’re willing…”

“I’m willing!” Mu Si joyfully rushed to answer.

He gripped X tightly, half propping himself up, leaning over X’s body, his eyes shining with brilliant starlight as he seriously said:

“But it must be as female lord!”

【Don’t want any female attendant or female slave.】

【Must be female lord.】

【Female lord and male master share honor and disgrace, interests intertwined. Even if X regrets it, he can’t easily get rid of me.】

“If you really want to be some female attendant or female slave…”

Mu Si said with difficulty:

“I can play role-playing with you.”

【But marriage registration can only be as female lord.】

【As partners.】

【As inseparable halves.】

“Alright.”

X gazed deeply at the Prince above him, responding in a low voice.

Actually, the Prince worried too much. He would never leave the Prince.

Even as a plaything that couldn’t even count as a female slave, he could accept it, much less other identities.

He only wanted to stay by the Prince’s side forever, protecting the Prince.

What identity didn’t matter.

But the Prince only trusted the binding of female lord.

If this could give the Prince peace of mind, he’d shamelessly occupy the Prince’s female lord position.

Getting a definite answer, Mu Si became even happier, hugging X and nuzzling him repeatedly.

X had just been nourished by male pheromones. His body was at a sensitive time. Being nuzzled immediately caused his pheromones to overflow.

Thus, they naturally entangled together again.

On the other end of the terminal, Marshal Shian who hadn’t received a reply for a long time: “?”

Could they still not marry?

Concerning the Prince’s offspring’s future, Shian told the Zerg Emperor about this.

In the Zerg Emperor’s concepts, the Zerg and Empire’s interests always came before individuals.

He quickly made a decision.

Thus, that night X received massive gifts from the royal family, of immeasurable value.

Along with it came a genetic matching notification.

He was forcibly matched to the Prince as female lord.

X was stunned.

Mu Si, who also received the notification, was also stunned.

【Wait! X and I are mutually in love! Why is it forced matching?!】

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X didn’t think there was any problem with genetic matching.

Just that it was too fast.

He hadn’t properly proposed to the Prince yet.

Seeing the Prince’s huge reaction now, he hurriedly embraced and soothed the Prince.

“Genetic matching is quite good. Being able to receive genetic matching means our compatibility is very high.”

【How could it not be high?】

Mu Si muttered internally.

Females weren’t like males, lacking cheat-like mental power. Their reading speed was slow.

X clearly hadn’t finished reading the entire notification.

【100% compatibility rate.】

Hearing the Prince’s inner voice, X looked at the matching notification again and was immediately shocked by this extremely high compatibility.

Actually, from conceiving an egg after their first night together, it showed their compatibility was extremely high.

One must know high-ranking Zerg were famously difficult to reproduce, hard to conceive. Yet they succeeded in one night.

X just hadn’t expected it to be this high.

100% compatibility could be said to be a match made in heaven, soulmates.

The kind where not being together would be regretted by the world.

Seeing this result, X’s shame about being with the little male he raised faded somewhat.

This compatibility rate meant they should be together.

Even if he and little male had never separated, even if he personally raised little male to adulthood, perhaps they would have developed a more intimate relationship under genetic attraction.

Such thoughts made X both ashamed yet unable to help holding the Prince tighter.

Mu Si immediately stopped caring about forced matching, putting all his energy into satisfying his Brother X.

·

Although they’d already been forcibly matched in marriage, the wedding ceremony that should happen still had to happen.

And at the Prince’s insistence, the entire wedding ceremony was extremely grand.

The Prince had entered military service immediately upon completing physiological awakening, not even holding a coming-of-age ceremony.

When appearing before the zergs again, it was at his wedding with Lieutenant General X.

As Lieutenant General X who became the Prince’s female lord, who knew how much envy and jealousy he attracted.

Especially upon learning he’d already conceived the Prince’s egg, many zergs secretly ground their teeth.

“Lieutenant General X is actually this kind of zerg!”

“The Marshal entrusted the Prince to him for guidance, and he guided the Prince into bed?!”

Now, even military zergs couldn’t speak up for X.

Pursuing the Prince was understandable—everyone was pursuing him.

But as an instructor, using his position’s convenience to silently climb into the Prince’s bed—that was unacceptable.

After all, they didn’t have this channel either.

Condemnation! Must strongly condemn!

X didn’t care about voices on StarNet.

His beloved male was in his arms. Nothing was more important or beautiful than this.

Moreover, those zergs” righteous indignation, plainly speaking, was just envy that he could marry the Prince.

He was the true winner.

However, Mu Si very much disliked those zergs” malicious speculation and condemnation of X.

He immediately contacted the royal side to announce that X was his physiological awakening guide.

Once this matter was announced, voices that had been righteously condemning Lieutenant General X immediately dissipated into nothing.

All changed to unanimous envy.

The guide for a male’s physiological awakening naturally gained the male’s trust and dependence.

Under this buff’s enhancement, being favored for several years was no problem for X.

Even if he later lost the Prince’s favor, he still had the growing offspring and his status as the Prince’s female lord.

From a military female coming from the Dark Sector with no background, to commander of the Blood Blade Unit and army lieutenant general, to now marrying into the royal family, becoming the Prince’s female lord, and conceiving an egg.

Career, male, offspring—triple harvest.

Simply a template for gratification literature.

Mu Si looked at the much more harmonious envious voices on StarNet, his mood much improved.

【But why do these zergs preset that X will lose favor?】

【Detestable.】

【Can’t they just bless X and me to be long-lasting and happy for life?】

Long-lasting, happy for life.

This was something X dared not even imagine.

He was always too calm and realistic, accustomed to making worst-case predictions.

But his male wanted to be long-lasting with him.

X grasped the Prince’s hand.

Not thinking about future possibilities, not thinking about worst outcomes.

At this moment, the Prince deeply loved him, and he deeply loved the Prince.

He would accompany the male he loved to the very end.

“We’ll always be together, long-lasting.”

X guided the Prince’s hand to his heart, promising again:

“I belong to you.”

Mu Si looked up, staring blankly at X, meeting his focused and affectionate emerald eyes.

【X is mine.】

【How wonderful.】

【The feel is so good too.】

【Want to squeeze.】

【Is thinking these things at this time inappropriate?】

Mu Si coughed dryly, withdrew his hand, and said:

“By the way, I have a gift for you.”

“Do you like fireworks?” Mu Si asked with a smile.

X had wanted to say “you can squeeze,” but the Prince had already changed topics. He couldn’t bring it up again and instead said:

“Fireworks?”

X had no particular preference for such brilliant yet brief things.

But males all liked such pretty and beautiful things.

The Prince also looked very expectant.

He wouldn’t disappoint the male, so he nodded and said:

“I like them.”

If the Prince liked them, he liked them.

“That’s good.”

Mu Si smiled even more brilliantly.

“I’ve prepared a grand fireworks celebration for you, on our wedding night.”

【Send that scum male who drugged you to heaven.】

X stared blankly at the Prince’s smile.

If he understood correctly…