SGT CH62: The Female I Used to Like

◎The more you once liked someone, the more you will loathe them after it falls apart.◎

Mousse sat on the long sofa, surrounded by chattering males.

“Mumu smells so nice, it’s a lovely scent.”

“Mumu has gotten taller. We used to be about the same height.”

“I wasn’t an adult back then.”

Mousse, at a height of 183cm, was often made to look petite next to the Tianjia Emperor, who had an optimal height difference of 12cm with him.

But among males, he was exceptionally tall.

Guy clung to Mousse’s arm, growing on him like a mushroom, and gently nuzzled him with his head.

“I want Mumu to pat my head.”

“Alright.”

Mousse placed a hand on his head, stroking his hair as if petting a small animal.

At the same time, an invisible tendril of mental energy reached into his mind.

It soothed the mental threads in his head that were tangled like a messy ball of yarn.

In the common view of the Tianjia people, only females who frequently went to the battlefield needed mental soothing.

But from Mousse’s actual observations, males, who were coddled, restricted, and naturally sensitive, were also prone to mental problems.

No Tianjia would ever think that males needed mental soothing.

Males only ever learned how to soothe a female’s mental domain and didn’t know how to check their own mental state.

A physician cannot heal themself.

When he was in the male nursery, Mousse often soothed the mental threads of the males around him.

Over time, more and more males grew fond of clinging to him, coming to him for a “head pat” whether their minds were burdened or not.

“So comfortable.” Guy, being petted, could only hum, his body lazily sliding down. He gave a sleepy yawn and, resting his head on Mousse’s lap, his breathing gradually slowed.

“I want a pat too.”

Joshua, wearing white gloves, squatted down in front of Mousse and offered his head.

In the distance, the Minister of Foreign Affairs, who was chatting with a colleague, saw this and his eyes widened.

Was this still his male consort who hated physical contact the most, who wished he could open his own reproductive cavity during intimacy?

“His Highness the Empress Consort’s charm is truly unparalleled,” the Minister of Foreign Affairs said sourly.

The Minister of Finance opposite him said, “After all, he is the male who managed to move His Majesty the Emperor… who left his harem empty for over two hundred years.”

Only two months into the marriage with the Empress Consort, and their Emperor had already cleared out all the attendants in the palace, even replacing his personal guards of many years with married female soldiers.

His jealousy was so strong it could be felt from outside the capital planet.

As Mousse was soothing the males’ mental threads, a voice suddenly echoed in his mind.

Is His Majesty good to you?

It was Joshua’s thought.

Communicating with mental energy was a game they often played in the male nursery.

It was a good way to evade the female administrators.

Now, it was also a good way to evade the sharp-sensed females in the banquet hall.

He’s quite good… I’m the only one in His Majesty’s harem. I have the entire harem’s budget at my disposal, and all the palace rooms are mine. I can live wherever I want.

Oh, His Majesty gave me many beautiful clothes. Just for this evening party, he prepared dozens of outfits.

Mousse didn’t want the other males to worry about him, so he specifically gave examples to show he was doing well.

Joshua frowned slightly.

The Empress Consort only talked about material things, but males valued spiritual satisfaction more.

Although that was very hard to come by.

Do you like him then?

Joshua asked.

Mousse’s expression changed for an instant.

Did he like the Tianjia Emperor?

Of course, I like him.

Aix’s embrace was very warm, and being held felt very fulfilling.

But Aix was never satisfied with just holding him; he was always so intense that Mousse wanted to escape.

Aix’s body was also beautiful, with broad shoulders, a narrow waist, and a large chest. Every muscle was the epitome of aesthetics. If Aix stood naked and still in front of him, he could draw him all day.

However, once his clothes were off, Aix would turn into a monster, pinning him down, tearing him apart, and devouring him whole.

Even so, Aix was his female partner.

Besides liking him, who else could he like?

Joshua looked up at him, his clear blue eyes seeming to see through all his pretenses.

That wasn’t the expression you had when you used to mention that military officer.

Back then, when Mousse mentioned that mysterious military officer, his face was filled with pure joy and longing.

Even when he followed the army to the front-line fortress, in such a harsh environment, there was not a trace of gloom in his eyes, which were filled with hope for the future.

But now, in Mousse’s eyes, Joshua could see no future.

Only a bewildered struggle, and a quiet yet boiling hatred.

Hearing Joshua mention “that military officer,” Mousse’s face turned slightly pale.

Seeing Mousse like this, Joshua felt a little remorseful.

Mousse had always been the most rational among them; he thought Mousse had let go long ago.

I’m sorry… I shouldn’t have brought this up in front of you.

It’s fine.

Mousse couldn’t bear to let Joshua blame himself. After a pause, he said:

Actually, that military officer back then… was His Majesty the Emperor.

Although, Mousse didn’t want to admit they were the same person.

Eh? So you mean you married the female you’ve always liked?

The female I used to like.

Is there a difference?

Joshua, who only ever liked one flavor, tilted his head in confusion.

There is.

The more you once liked someone, the more you will loathe them after it falls apart.

Mousse turned his head and glanced towards where the Tianjia Emperor stood, surrounded by a crowd of military and political ministers.

As if sensing it, the Tianjia Emperor turned his head and their gazes met.

The Tianjia Emperor whispered a few words to the minister beside him, put down his wine glass, and walked towards Mousse.

The appearance of the SSS-class female made the males a little nervous.

Mousse quietly gave them a group mental soothing to calm them down.

The Tianjia Emperor knew how sensitive males were and didn’t rashly enter the lounge area. He stopped outside and extended a hand to Mousse, saying:

“My Empress Consort, may I have this dance?”

Mousse, of course, could not refuse the Tianjia Emperor on such an occasion.

He gently moved the head of Guy, who was sleeping on his lap, letting him continue to sleep on a cushion.

He then stood up, came to the Tianjia Emperor’s side, and gracefully placed his hand in the Emperor’s palm.

“I would be honored, Your Majesty. However, I have never danced with a female before. I might step on your feet.”

“I have never danced with a male either,” the Tianjia Emperor said.

“But, please rest assured, I will not step on you.”

Mousse was a little surprised.

The Tianjia Emperor was the emperor; he inevitably had to attend similar banquets.

Could it be that in over two hundred years, he never brought a male to banquets, nor invited one to dance?

A tyrant who never indulged in any pleasure, who did not get close to males.

It did fit his former perception of the Tianjia Emperor.

But thinking of the Tianjia Emperor who would press him down and do things, Mousse felt that was just a facade.

Besides, if he really didn’t get close to males, where did the egg in the Tianjia Emperor’s belly come from?

With the Tianjia Emperor’s unique SSS-class and the chasm-like gap between him and all the males in the empire, it wouldn’t be easy for him to get pregnant.

Mousse and the Tianjia Emperor’s bodies were close, moving nearer or farther with the music.

The three pairs of wings on his formal attire fluttered as if about to take flight, only to be pulled back to the Tianjia Emperor’s side again and again.

“Sisi, I always feel that you are very far from me.”

The Tianjia Emperor whispered in Mousse’s ear as he held him.

“What is Your Majesty talking about? Haven’t I been in your arms all this time?” Mousse feigned confusion.

The Tianjia Emperor sighed softly, “Yes, you are always in my arms, both now and in the future.”

Mousse wore an impeccable smile, deliberately made a wrong dance step, and stomped hard on the Tianjia Emperor’s shoe.

After being stomped on three times, the Tianjia Emperor finally realized the Empress Consort was doing it on purpose.

The Tianjia Emperor, not knowing how he had offended the Empress Consort: “?”

“…If you’re tired of stomping, you can just stand directly on my shoes.”

·

Late at night, Aix waited for Mousse to fall into a deep sleep, then raised his hand to open his terminal.

A bright white virtual screen appeared.

Aix covered Mousse’s eyes with his hand, shielding him from the light, and operated the virtual screen with one hand.

He entered the imperial male database and pulled up Mousse’s file.

As the Empress Consort, Mousse’s file had an S-level security clearance, requiring the Tianjia Emperor’s personal authorization to be viewed.

Of course, this security was non-existent to Aix.

Aix began reading from the first page.

Rank, physical data, genetic data, history…

Year 3019, one year before physiological awakening, male physical examination, pheromone gland defect…

Aix paused and read carefully.

Test item: Pheromone release test.

Test result: Insensitive to female pheromones, unable to quickly release pheromones in response. Suspected pheromone gland defect. Intervention therapy recommended.

Treatment plan: Use a large amount of female pheromones to stimulate the pheromone gland.

Treatment duration: Three months.

Treatment record:

January 3rd, 2 units of A-class female pheromones sprayed in the room. Patient showed signs of anxiety, failed to successfully release pheromones.

Note: Increase pheromone dosage.

…

February 4th, 12 units of A-class female pheromones. Patient showed symptoms of nausea, failed to successfully release pheromones.

Note: Increase dosage.

…

February 15th, 20 units of A-class female pheromones. Patient showed symptoms of vomiting, successfully released pheromones, took 20 minutes. Release too slow.

Note: Increase dosage, continue treatment.

…

March 3rd, 37 units of A-class female pheromones. Patient successfully released pheromones, took 1 second.

Note: Treatment successful. Congratulations to the patient on his recovery.

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