SGT CH167: Extra

◎【Fuck X into my shape, and he’ll remember me forever.】◎

【What is X saying? Remove the egg?!】

【Ahhh???】

Mu Si was so frightened he almost screamed internally.

Wasn’t X maintaining a relationship with him for the pheromones needed for the egg’s growth?

So why would he want to remove the egg?

And saying things like… if he didn’t like it, he’d remove the egg.

When had X ever cared about his thoughts?

X tentatively grasped Mu Si’s hands resting on his legs, hoping to soothe his emotions.

“Sisi, I know you don’t want to have offspring with me…”

X hadn’t previously thought about having offspring with his little male, but speaking of it now, he still felt sour and sad.

The Prince wasn’t just his little male, but the male who deeply marked him.

No female could give up offspring conceived with the male they deeply loved.

If this offspring could be born, it would surely resemble the Prince greatly, and also resemble little male from back then.

But the Prince loathed him and didn’t want offspring bearing his bloodline to be born.

Rather than letting an offspring destined to be rejected by its male father come into this world to suffer, it would be better to end it here.

“I’ll go have the egg removed. If you don’t want me to go to the hospital, I can… scoop out the breeding pouch myself.”

X lowered his eyes and said quietly.

For the Zerg, as long as injuries could self-heal through the body, they were considered minor.

He was an SS-rank female. Even removing internal organs, they’d quickly regrow.

Aside from the Prince, the military doctor, and a few military leaders who’d seen his physical data, other zergs wouldn’t even know he’d once conceived an egg.

“Scoop, scoop out the breeding pouch?”

Mu Si froze.

【What kind of horrifying terminology is this?!】

And moreover…

“When did I ever say I didn’t want offspring with you?”

Mu Si glared at him, both at a loss and aggrieved.

【You’re slandering me!】

X was slightly stunned.

Wasn’t the Prince so upset earlier precisely because he learned about the pregnancy?

But according to the Prince’s words, he was willing to let him carry the offspring.

“You… accept me giving birth to the egg?”

X asked tentatively.

“What do you mean whether I accept it or not? It’s in your belly. It’s your offspring, your possession. Do you… need to care about my thoughts?”

【When has X ever cared about my thoughts?】

Mu Si felt somewhat dejected.

“Of course I care!”

X gripped the Prince’s hand that wanted to withdraw, saying resolutely:

“You are the most important. If you don’t like it…”

Mu Si feared he’d say bloody horrifying things like “scoop out the breeding pouch” again and quickly covered his mouth.

But meeting X’s eyes looking up at him earnestly, he didn’t know what to say.

Did he really have the right to say he liked it?

X didn’t love him, had never given him the slightest bit of affection. How lowly must his affection be?

“You don’t love me, yet you demand I love it.”

Mu Si looked at X with sadness yet stubbornness.

He wanted to hate him but didn’t know how.

“Sisi, how could I possibly not love you?”

The male’s stubborn yet fragile appearance made X’s heart ache.

He instinctively leaned forward and embraced him.

Feeling the slender and soft bundle in his arms, X tightened his hold as if embracing his everything.

He murmured repeatedly in the Prince’s ear:

“I love you, Sisi. I love you.”

He even wanted to scoop out his heart and place it in the male’s palm to prove his love.

Mu Si turned his head away, unwilling to believe him.

But X’s embrace was too warm. He was reluctant to leave it.

X rarely proactively hugged him like this.

Even in bed, it was mostly him holding X while entering.

Only when fucked hard, when pheromones invaded everything, would X cling to him like clutching at a final piece of driftwood, entangling with him.

Such embraces dominated by lust were all he could get.

He couldn’t deny he liked X’s entangling embraces, but they also made him uneasy.

More than embraces under pheromone influence, he wanted X to embrace him while conscious.

Like the encirclement when massaging him, or like now.

Mu Si felt ashamed of being reluctant to leave X’s embrace and stubbornly refused to nuzzle his face into X’s full and firm chest.

Stiffening his neck, he said: “You just don’t love me! If you cared about me even a little, you wouldn’t have abandoned me back then.”

Mentioning the past abandonment made him even sadder.

Wanting to cry but unable to, yet unwilling to timidly bury himself in X’s arms, Mu Si simply opened his mouth and bit X’s arm.

【Bite you to death.】

An S+-rank male’s sharp teeth could easily bite through two layers of thick military uniform.

But couldn’t bite through an SS-rank female’s skin and flesh.

Hearing the Prince say he abandoned him, X was still somewhat dazed. Only after being bitten did he come to his senses.

Instinctively, he touched the Prince’s head.

Little male would occasionally lie on his shoulder and bite him when sulking. He’d gotten used to patting him. Only after patting did he remember this was the adult Prince.

After hesitating, he moved his hand down slightly, settling on the Prince’s shoulder, holding him soothingly while letting the Prince gnaw on him.

“Sisi, I never abandoned you.”

X slowly said:

“Back then, you entered secondary awakening. I couldn’t provide a comfortable awakening environment for you, making you very painful. I wanted to find mental source crystals for you to ease your pain. But… I returned too late.”

The Zerg military arrived in the Dark Sector earlier than he’d anticipated.

War came too quickly.

When he returned, the underground safe house had been destroyed by artillery fire, along with the entire forest razed to the ground.

He once thought little male had perished in the artillery fire.

Under such fierce artillery, no cub could survive.

He only survived by clinging to that thread of belief, forcing himself to live on, searching in the vast space for that male who had almost no chance of survival.

Heaven actually gave him hope, letting him see his little male again.

Although the grown-up little male was full of resistance and disgust toward him.

But just knowing his little male was still alive and living well was enough.

Mu Si listened to X’s account and unconsciously lightened his gnawing force.

【Mental source crystals?】

【How could there be any mental source crystals in a place like the Dark Sector?】

【He must be lying to me.】

【Not even bothering with a good excuse.】

【At least come up with a decent reason to deceive me. Make it decent, and I might believe it.】

While Mu Si was thinking, he suddenly felt a hard, irregular object pressed into his hand. Simultaneously, his mental power became stable and comfortable.

Mu Si was slightly stunned. He released the female’s arm and looked down.

It was a transparent mental source crystal.

And its purity and grade were very high, at least reaching A+ rank.

The main function of mental source crystals was to stabilize males’ mental power.

Females didn’t need mental source crystals.

But…

【Maybe he’s been collecting them to please males?】

【Can’t believe it.】

【Who knows when he prepared them.】

Mu Si muttered internally, but saw X pull out mental source crystals one after another.

His hands couldn’t hold anymore, and many had fallen onto his lap.

But X still hadn’t finished.

He placed mental source crystals on the dining table, spreading them out piece by piece until finally occupying everywhere except where the cake sat.

Mu Si stared at this scene in astonishment.

Mental source crystals were expensive. High-grade mental source crystals were priceless.

So many mental source crystals absolutely couldn’t be obtained through financial power alone.

It required spending enormous effort, paying attention to news from all sides, even personally hunting mental-type beasts with crystal cores, or going to source crystal mines guarded by star beasts.

Although X was a lieutenant general with high status in the military, he came from the Dark Sector without any background or family support. Reaching this position alone, his funds wouldn’t be abundant.

Mu Si could imagine that behind every crystal lay battles filled with danger and blood.

“You… why?”

To please males?

That didn’t make sense.

No male needed such a large quantity of mental source crystals.

No male needed him to accumulate like this day after day, year after year, to be pleased.

To sell for funds? That wasn’t right either.

X’s mecha was maintained by the military. He didn’t have any money-burning hobbies.

He didn’t even get close to males.

Right.

Before that night with him, there hadn’t even been males around X.

He was X’s only male…

Mu Si gripped the irregular hard crystal in his hand tightly, his brain seemingly ringing with buzzing.

X did it for him.

He collected mental source crystals day after day for over a decade—for him.

X… hadn’t abandoned him.

The answer he dreamed of was right before him, yet Mu Si became timid instead.

“But… why didn’t you come see me?”

Mu Si looked at X aggrievedly.

【Why make me wait alone in despair for so long?】

“…I’m sorry, Sisi.”

X crouched before him again, looking up at him deeply, parting his lips to say in a low voice:

“I… I’m sorry. I was too useless. I couldn’t find you all this time.”

“?”

Mu Si was puzzled.

“You already recognized me. How could you not find me?”

His images circulated very little on the StarNet, but not none at all.

Moreover, he’d met X before.

The day X received his medal, he stood beside the Zerg Emperor.

But X looked straight ahead with eyes high above, paying him no attention.

Even earlier, he’d performed mental grooming for X.

Although X didn’t see his face, how could X not recognize his mental power and figure?!

Mu Si selectively ignored how much his changes after awakening were.

He also ignored that during X’s medal ceremony, he was still in sub-adult form, even considered a cub in Zerg concepts.

While X, tall with long legs at 1.95 meters net height, at such a formal occasion looking straight ahead couldn’t see him at all. Even when he stood far away, X could only see the cowlick on top of his head.

Physical meaning of “eyes high above.”

Regarding the Prince’s questioning, X truly couldn’t answer.

Who could imagine the one-eyed little male in the Dark Sector would be the same zerg as the Empire’s precious crown prince?

Moreover, the Prince had no record of being lost.

How could he recognize the Prince under the royal family’s concealment?

Seeing he couldn’t answer, Mu Si changed questions:

“When did you recognize me?”

The reason he was willing to stay here and listen to X say these things was because his heart wanted to believe X hadn’t abandoned him.

“After… our first night.”

X said: “At that time, I only had thirty percent certainty. After physiological awakening, I privately checked some of your information and had eighty percent certainty. Final confirmation was actually just now.”

When he heard “Dark Sector” from the Prince’s thoughts, heard their past, he finally confirmed.

“The first night?” Mu Si touched his face.

At that time, he’d already entered physiological awakening with an adult body, with new changes in appearance and figure. X actually recognized him then.

【Was it because of more intimate contact?】

【It must be this.】

Mu Si never thought his changes were significant.

He felt X hadn’t recognized him before because they weren’t close enough. Too far apart—that’s why X couldn’t confirm it was him.

【Need more hugging.】

Mu Si thought while cupping his face.

【Fuck X into my shape, and he’ll remember me forever.】

“…”

X awkwardly looked away.

At least the Prince’s mood looked much better.

There was no need for excessive explanation.

As long as the Prince could be happy, letting him think this way was pretty good… right?

“Want to cut the cake?” X stood up and asked.

There were too many mental source crystals on the table. Perhaps he should clean up.

Mu Si glanced at the exquisite cake on the table and shook his head.

【Cake left too long isn’t tasty.】

“What cake? Just eat me directly.”

Mu Si stood up, embracing X standing by the table, trapping him between his body and the dining table, intimately nuzzling his neck:

“Brother X, I’ll feed you full.”

X’s ear tips flushed red instantly.

He shamefully turned his head but ultimately didn’t push away the Prince before him.

He couldn’t even say words telling the Prince not to call him that.

He too much wanted little male’s closeness.

In the end, he was fed mouthful after mouthful, belly full of creamy cake with fresh flowers and fruit fragrance.