UCTOOT CH92

The crowd outside had long since dispersed, and the blocks of ice were emanating wisps of coolness. Being kissed by him, Shi Shu’s earlier resistance vanished as his fair chin was pinched by a hand.

The lips pressing down were warm, accompanied by a faint scent of sandalwood on his body. Shi Shu was first gently pecked on the lips while his face was cupped, and then the kiss invaded his lips and teeth.

Shi Shu clutched the corner of the quilt tightly. Everything happened naturally. As Xie Wuchi licked the flesh of his tongue, his eyelashes fluttered, and he let out a soft “Mm,” neither resisting nor blindly following, fully aware of what was happening.

Lips and teeth entangled, making the wet sounds of skin-to-skin contact, tongues intertwining.

It wasn’t very convenient for Shi Shu’s body, so Xie Wuchi supported his jaw to raise the pillow. The most intimate kiss seemed to show signs of losing control, but out of consideration for Shi Shu’s body, it transformed into restrained and lingering lust, stretching the entanglement to its limit.

Shi Shu closed his eyes for a moment, the tips of his ears turning scarlet. Xie Wuchi’s breath invaded his ear. He kissed him for a while, then separated, their eyes meeting.

At the moment of eye contact, Shi Shu’s reddened lips were stained with silvery threads. He glanced at him, then turned his eyes away. A huge pounding sensation rose in his heart. Just as Shi Shu turned his head away, his chin was caressed and he was kissed again.

“Mmph…” Shi Shu was licking him too.

Xie Wuchi’s knuckles threaded through Shi Shu’s hair and tightened. Lifting his head, he saw Shi Shu’s delicate and fair face, still carrying a boyish air. Shi Shu kissed him until he was panting, his head dizzy.

Xie Wuchi’s voice was hoarse: “Do you like kissing me?”

Shi Shu’s heart palpitated, knowing clearly what he was asking, but he didn’t let go. However, time flowed gently in the air. Xie Wuchi waited for an answer. After a moment, he nodded slightly and somewhat hastily: “Li-like.”

One sentence seemed to make the tide crash down. Xie Wuchi kissed him again. The calluses on his fingers were both hot and uneven. Being touched by him, Shi Shu felt he had lost part of his male persona, making it hard to accept. But Xie Wuchi’s palm was very hot, shielding him from the wind.

The tongue flesh intertwined, sucking and licking into the oral cavity. Shi Shu let Xie Wuchi control the scale of passion, grinding lips with him. Suddenly, Xie Wuchi’s voice sounded in his ear: “Shi Shu, when did you start practicing sports?”

Shi Shu: “Four or five years old, I guess.”

Xie Wuchi kissed his eyelid: “Did Mom and Dad make you be a little man since you were small, not saying anything when it hurt, not saying anything when you were tired?”

Shi Shu looked puzzled but opened his eyes to recall for a moment. Anyway, when he was at home, his parents loved him very much. However, following his old dad around since childhood was still very tiring. He still remembered when he was little, not wanting to get out of bed, not wanting to run, not wanting to be in the sun. His old dad always told him to be brave and strong like a little man, but occasionally he would also conduct education like “men aren’t allowed to use umbrellas,” and Shi Shu indeed managed not to cry out in pain or fatigue.

Shi Shu looked at him with brown eyes: “What’s wrong?”

“You avoid emotions very much. Maybe your family was too strict.”

“…” Shi Shu had been kissed until all strength left his body, lying there without speaking. The scent of Xie Wuchi in his nose dissipated. The smell of the sun, very healthy and pleasant. It made his heart itch.

Shi Shu had nothing to say. While pondering these two sentences, Xie Wuchi ordered food to be brought in from outside and arranged it on the small dining table. It was all easily digestible and highly nutritious food: Cordyceps pigeon soup, mushroom and loofah soup, and a few other dishes. Shi Shu subconsciously wanted to struggle up to eat, until he frowned in pain. Xie Wuchi: “Avoidance.”

“…………”

Shi Shu lay back down. Xie Wuchi returned to his side, and the scent on his body returned. Shi Shu lowered his head, his whole person relaxing a bit.

“What avoidance or not, all this messy stuff is just psychological suggestion! I just don’t want to be waited on, and it’s too much trouble for you,” Shi Shu said.

Xie Wuchi fed him soup, tasting it first to see if it was hot.

Shi Shu stared at him blowing on each spoonful, his ears turning red. After a moment, he said: “You take care of me like a dad takes care of a son. I really can’t imagine you being a dad.”

Xie Wuchi: “I don’t like children. I try my best to guard against premarital sex, to avoid holes being poked in the condom, plotting for someone to get pregnant.”

Shi Shu drank the soup he fed him and gulped: “Hm?”

Xie Wuchi spoke as if telling someone else’s story: “After I became an adult, my family arranged for me to produce the next generation early. They had premarital sex and signed an agreement before marriage to only have me. But they always wanted more children and blessings, hoping I could leave more seeds to make the family prosperous. Since I became an adult, they often sent selected people directly to my room. Every time I went home, I would meet one of ‘her.’ There were many; they didn’t mind who it was or how many, as long as pregnancy occurred. The condoms sent over had pinholes in them.”

Ripples rose in Shi Shu’s heart: “Ah? Is this something humans do?”

“I don’t like children, but if you were my child, I would be a good dad.”

Shi Shu blushed and acted tsundere: “What are you trying to pull now?”

“Open your mouth.” Xie Wuchi lifted the porridge and fed it into Shi Shu’s mouth.

Shi Shu: “Chosen living dad.”

The taste of meat spread in his mouth. Shi Shu blinked, Xie Wuchi’s words still lingering: “They were too much to you.”

Xie Wuchi: “Mm, probably wanted to treat me as some stud pig or stallion.”

Shi Shu didn’t know what to say. One hand grabbed his sleeve, opening his mouth obediently to let Xie Wuchi feed him, while thinking of Xie Wuchi wearing monk robes at Xiangnan Temple. This room was very similar to the one at Xiangnan Temple. He was also taking care of people meticulously and gently, just like when they first met.

Shi Shu looked at him. Xie Wuchi blew on the boiling soup until it was cool, tasting if it was hot before saying: “Here.”

Shi Shu wanted to mess up his hair: “Xie Wuchi.”

But you really act like my dad and also like my mom!

Every mouthful Shi Shu drank became increasingly difficult. He couldn’t help but want to grab the bowl: “I’ll do it myself—”

Xie Wuchi said: “You can rely on me.”

Shi Shu fell silent, not knowing what to say, when Xie Wuchi added: “And you’re like a puppy.”

Shi Shu: “Ah? Where am I like a dog? Xie Wuchi, I think you look like a dog!”

“Don’t believe it?” Xie Wuchi sent over a spoonful of rice.

Shi Shu opened his mouth to retort, saw the rice coming, and took a bite. After eating, “Woof woof woof.” Xie Wuchi fed another spoonful of rice. Shi Shu took a bite, then chattered: “You’re the one who looks like a dog, right? By the way, the dog you’re talking about is a normal dog like Laifu, right? Not some messy kind of dog, right?”

Xie Wuchi: “Normal dog.”

Just as Shi Shu wanted to bark again, another mouthful of rice was stuffed into his mouth.

“………………”

“Why don’t I believe it?” Shi Shu mumbled, “Xie Wuchi, I know you have special hobbies, some letters, role-playing, and others. I won’t play with you.”

Xie Wuchi: “Hm?”

“What master, dog, forced love play, training, abuse… even if we’re together, I won’t play with you, pervert!” Shi Shu’s small face was flushed red.

Xie Wuchi’s face darkened as he touched his ear: “Stop talking, good baby.”

Shi Shu: “Did I make you hard by saying that!”

Xie Wuchi: “You understand me somewhat.”

Shi Shu: “Wow, Xie Wuchi, you really are shameless.”

Xie Wuchi’s thumb rubbed his lips, not stopping.

Shi Shu came into contact with the heat of his fingertips. Beneath Xie Wuchi’s gorgeous skin was all burning, twisted love and shameful fetishes. He didn’t refute; the twisted identity and deviation would fit the perhaps missing parts in his heart. The more painful it was, the more he found pleasure in it.

Although current relationships were open and people pursued sexual freedom, in faith, abstinence was often practiced, and sexual relations were almost one of the original sins, yet many clues of evil could be glimpsed within.

Xie Wuchi was exactly like this. His usual outward appearance was rational, smart, and composed, even elegant, but once the clothes were off, he was a twisted beast.

Shi Shu chattered for a while. Xie Wuchi’s fingertips pressed against his lips without much expression. Shi Shu looked up; Xie Wuchi’s pitch-black eyes were looking at him, his face emotionless. A few patches of silvery-white cold light were cast on the bridge of his nose, obviously stimulating him.

Shi Shu’s heart paused. Xie Wuchi counted as a patient; he shouldn’t be measured by ordinary people’s standards to begin with.

The center of his finger was very hot, revealing a restrained body temperature under the thin calluses. Within a hair’s breadth, the beast racing in his blood was being suppressed. Shi Shu suddenly understood not to provoke his animal nature easily.

Shi Shu hurriedly bit the rice spoon: “Hungry, eat.”

Xie Wuchi came back to his senses and calmly withdrew his hand. If he really became Xie Wuchi’s partner, after breaking in, he would have to satisfy his needs physically too. Playing with him was almost a foreseeable matter.

Xie Wuchi had a great need for sex. If he climbed into his bed and satisfied his needs between the sheets, perhaps it would be easier to achieve the ultimate goal.

Shi Shu suddenly thought of this and asked: “Xie Wuchi, besides me, does anyone else know about your hobbies?”

Xie Wuchi: “My parents know too.”

“And no one else?”

“Mm. Others don’t even know my sexual orientation. I’m very guarded against people. The more I say, the more mistakes I make. It’s more interesting to lie to them than to tell the truth. Besides, it’s not good for this matter to be known by more people.”

Shi Shu let out an “oh.” So Xie Wuchi also thinks this is bad.

Anyway, Shi Shu lowered his eyes. Does being willing to tell me mean he’s handed his vital point to me? Actually, is it a sin for a person to like playing something messy? But Xie Wuchi is obviously heavily influenced by this matter.

Shi Shu spoke up behind him just as Xie Wuchi had ordered the things to be cleared out and the room returned to quiet: “Xie Wuchi.”

“What is it?”

“Are you almost twenty-six for your birthday?”

Xie Wuchi: “You remembered.”

“Twenty-six.” Shi Shu yawned. “You’re practicing asceticism too.”

With Xie Wuchi’s power and strength, locking someone up for forced love would take minutes, but he hadn’t. Instead, he continued this lukewarm life, confronting desire every day, living like a widower.

For those without desires, life is easy. But Xie Wuchi, cursed by various desires, burning with fire every day, had a hard time.

The weakness Xie Wuchi handed over would ultimately lead to guiding someone to kill him. Is this hell?!

Shi Shu rolled his eyes: “I really am a bad man… a beast…!”

Talking to himself, Shi Shu was picked up by Xie Wuchi, who used a cloth to wipe the sweat from his body. Shi Shu barely managed to sit on the stool. The bedding needed changing, the pillow needed changing. After changing them, Xie Wuchi wrung out a cloth in a basin of hot water and wiped Shi Shu’s body.

Shi Shu asked: “What do you want for a birthday present?”

Xie Wuchi: “I have no obsession with birthdays, nor do I feel that day is any different. No need to rack your brains thinking about it. Whatever you give is fine.”

Being wiped on the face with the cloth, Shi Shu stared at him: “Alright then…”

Just as well, he couldn’t think of anything.

Concentrating on wiping his body, Shi Shu had been without clothes the whole time, exposing his fair boyish chest and back. The atmosphere was already a bit awkward. When he wiped his legs, Shi Shu turned his head away.

Throughout the night, as Shi Shu slept, Xie Wuchi would get up from time to time to check on him.

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